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2010-07-09T06:08:00.002+08:00

FuCK YOU, biatches!~
im BACK mother fuckeRS! :}

i love it when i swear.teehee!

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2010-07-09T05:50:00.004+08:00

You think you're special...
You do.
I can see it in your eyes..
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
And walk around on me..

Just one..more fight
About your leadership
And I..will straight up
Leave your shit.
Cause I've..had enough of this.
And now I'm pissed.

Yeahhh!$^$#.....
This time imma let it all come out!
This time imma stand up and shout!..
imma do things my way
It's my way.
My way, or the highway....

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2009-11-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-10T08:59:00.002+08:00

iLOVEyouiLOVEuiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyou
iLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEu
iLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEuiLOVEyou
iLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEu
iLOVEuiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEyou
iLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEuiLOVEyou
iLOVEyouiLOVEyouiLOVEuiLOVEyouiLOVEyou

..saying i love you is never enough. :))

2009-10-26T03:10:00.002+08:00

i hate it when people laugh at my jokes.
i Fucking hate them. i damned them all.
Hahhahahahhahahaha.... just KehhH~!

Anywhoo, i came across a few songs from the past.
ULTiMATE-AwesoMELy, still great.
Like, say.. Down With The Sickness - Disturbed. Sickest Shit EVER.
i've grown out of bmth.
they suck. wait, no. their music's Ohkay.
but, im just not into them anymore.. Ohkok, i suck. i know
:(

i Can't wait for Halloween 'o9! ..ooh look, i can see my fat belly from up here...gross.
just back from M'sia.
stupid food.
They kept popping out of nowhere and jumping into my Mouth!Ack!!
My mom would've killed me if i refused.

There goes Fat Bastard, wasting his life sitting infront of the pc, blogging.
oh Wait. That's Me.
:(

Mom's evil. She love to force me eat.
Once i told her, i wanted to go Vegan. She thought it was a joke. and she still cooks fish for me.
:'(
Poor fishy.

Hmm. i wish i could name my cat, Silly Fuck.
My sister wouldn't let me. sucks. :(
Well, at least i can bully her cat.. Emotionally.
Cute fucking thing looks like a Girl! (it's a He,btw)
srsly.
:)

Overall, i love my life. i believe in Happiness.
i'd try to make as many ppl as happy as i am, As, possible..:)
you'll never know when will be their last time talking to you, ya know?
i seems to enjoy Life even More, doing what i do.

1. Smile! 24-7
2. Be Open-Minded, when necessary
3. Humor the Lamers. lmao.
4. Be or Act Confident, show that you're comfortable in your own skin.
5. Just have fun.

Do it. Haha

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2009-06-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

Current Fav track:}}

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2009-06-09T10:33:00.005+08:00

This is why.. i FCUK-ing love ATL

They're FUN like FUCK! xD

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2009-04-13T20:57:00.004+08:00

One of the most gorgeously perFect.
MadLy romantically Naughty songs, i've hearD.
..anD. iM hooked on to it;D ~nJoy .. .

I've got a bad boy and that's alright with me
His dirty laundry is nothing that I can't keep clean
And when he needs an alibi
He can use me all night
Oooh What's the fun in playing it safe? (Oooh)
Oooh I think I'd rather misbehave ..

I'm just a bad girl, that's why we get along
Won't make excuses for anything I'm doing wrong
I'll pull the trigger in a flash
Watch out honey, step back
Oooh What's the fun in playing it safe? (Oooh)
Oooh Wouldn't you'd rather misbehave
Your way ..

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2009-04-13T18:06:00.003+08:00

FEMALE SURVEY: Best survery,eveR!

Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
no.

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Shy&Clumsy..on the first time we met :o

Are you a girly girl?
don't think so. Muahaaha!

Big or small purses/bags?
BEEG bulky ones.. D:

Do you enjoy drama?
sometimes..

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Hehehehe. yeAh~ scaRed the shyt outta this dude. rofls

Do you call anybody by their last name?
Only..when im angry/mad at them lol

How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
god speak.

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
yEP.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
uHm,.. i don't rmb

Eyeliner or mascara?
Eyeliner ze BEST! xD

Heels or Flats?
fLats, yo

Straight or curly hair?
neither. in between, like, wavy??

Hoops or dangling earrings?
rathEr dangling ones.. Hoops - phobia [stuck on a freakin nail, u move. and ur ears bleed violently..MuahahA!]

Have you ever had your heart broken?
..i thought i did. but i didn't, it wasn't love afterall..im Fricken GLAD:}

Do you prefer light or dark haired guy?
dark-o..woooah.smeXy!

Do you have a close guy best friend?
yeS.

Do you like your life?
Life's a pRick. can't compLain.

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
yeeahpp.. used to work @ gv & u gotta do toiLet checks.

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
when i was a kid.

Ever slapped a guy in the face?
once but, didn't really count as a 'slap'. pfft, i suck wholemealbread. >;(

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
all the time.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
t-t-totaLLy, duuudde.. ngaRLy wavess, aweeesomeee... (are u high?)lmao.

Do you ever wish you were famous?
Mentally. not physically D:

*IN A BOY:

Preppy or Punk/goth?
Normal. as long as they're not too overly Obsessed with their 'title'.

Contacts or Glasses?
blind. [AhHaa~....] doesn't matter.

Good cook or take you out a lot?
take me out a lot. preferrably.

Funny or Serious?
Any.

Cute or Hot?
Cute !!!!!!!!! so that i'd have Cute Wittle Babies with him..MuahahA!

Long or short hair?
Medium-Long.?:D

Smoker or non-smoker?
non-smoker.

Tall or short?
Tall, definitely.

Your guy bestfriend likes you, what do you do?
i liked him back too. So, Here we are! :D

RANDOMS:
When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friend?
hmmz. January 2oo8 :o Wow

Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
ChiNaMan!!!

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
ofcouRse.

Who was the last guy you talked to?
MrSaGetdy-Sag-Nag-Pack-bag-DRACULAA..

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
No. mine is special. she is another Me in a diff body, face and hair lol

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
T-t-totaLLy duuudde.. xD

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i think so:)

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Shy - my Bestfriend:} Oh, She is soo Loved!<3

Which friend do you tell the most to?
ShyShykakakakakakahh..:o

Are you going anywhere next summer?
yEAY!!..are we going on a vacation!? @.@

Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
no.

Are you shy?
i can be if i want to..wEeee!~

Are you talkative?
wEeee!~.. i be if i can want to [..that doesn't even makes sense.lmao]

Do you secretly like someone?
hAhahaah. Wow, bonus question. but, Fankiew for da Qoisan! D:

Do you announce when you have to pee?
sOmetimes. i tend to have the urge of making ppl feel how i felt in that moment and made them go with meee!

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
..uhm

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
almost my whole life. ppl think im weird 'cuz i show no emotions :( im sad. Hug me!:D

How is life going for you right now?
cool.. its cool..

Do you smile a lot?
wHen im FEELING it! :o

One thing you're looking forward to?
the day im Officially announced as MrsChinDon Family.. woOo

How do you feel about change?
suck ass. but it's for the better.. deal with it.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
no. i've ever cried for being tickled too much. D: ze Horror..ZE HORROR!!

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
Last Nyte..woOo

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
Yep. bad picture boys & girls.. lol.nah jk

Are you happy?
no. but i feel abit crazy tho

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
no. nevaaaa

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
myself.

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
I Will Survive.. I Will Survive.. yeah yeahh... hahahaha. no seriously.

2009-04-08T15:47:00.006+08:00

Mirror..

Why don't I like the girl I see?
The one who's standing right in front of me..
Why don't I think before I speak..?
I should have listened to that voice inside me.

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2009-04-08T13:16:00.005+08:00

Darling...

darling dont lie to me
Inhail truth I plead
For your my only hope
dont lie dont leave
Mind set on failure
The road you chose
Told me you loved me
Told me no
Take your time im only dying
patiently I kneel here dying
Curse the blind you curse the blind
Deep inside is where it lies

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2009-04-08T12:27:00.008+08:00

I Wanna Watch....FANBOYS! sooo badly..uGh!
ChinamAn's gonna sacrifice his Off-day to go Vivo with me tomorrow~Weee!

Rn't i, ze best GurLfRen, everrrr?? lol (Not!) shut Up! ;x
but Hey, it's not like i intend to do that either.

he wanted to booked and wanted me to stayOver at hiS pLace for a whole Month.
i said, No.
..a whoLe weeK??
Noo.

3Days!?
No, honey!

anD THEN. He made his cutee puppydogg Eyess....awwW!
"if u'd let me cut your hair Next time, i'll come Over and we'll play xBox..Deal??"

yeah.. he's happy, alright.
Now, how aDorabLe iss He??!.. lol

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2009-03-25T22:59:00.004+08:00

AwwwWwww................

MINE!
xD rofl~

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2008-12-01T10:55:00.005+08:00

So it occurred to me that.....
these are examples of baby names i put together.
its kinda nice, actually..
im really Happy for the results:]

For Girls:
Nur Nadyeen Nanette
Nur Norizz Noella

For Boys:
Md Mairree Martin
Md MoQizz Montez

Nanette means: Gracious..in French
Noella means: Christmas.. in French [which is our anniversary date, btw:)]

Martin means: Rebellious Battler..in Spanish
Montez means: A Dweller in The Mountains.. in Spanish [now,.. How Macho is that!:DD]

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2008-12-01T09:59:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry friend
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you

I screw up a lot
and I ignore you too
I don't know why
but I still care for you

I know you're getting sick of me
I'm getting sick of myself too
I don't know how many times
I can say sorry to you

But really, I am
I'm such a fool
I let such a wonderful
friendship break in two.

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2008-11-27T14:18:00.003+08:00

i did some research regarding my Interests.. Music,
and these are quite a few queue of all the bands famous, all over the world!:D

Top 10 Bands 20o8:
#1 The Birthday Massacre
#2 Mindless Self Indulgence
#3 AFI *
#4 Doomsday Refreshment
#5 Marilyn Manson *
#6 Nine Inch Nails
#7 Slipknot *
#8 HIM
#9 Cradle Of Filth *
#10 Combichrist

Top 10 Metal Bands 20o8:
#1 Slipknot *
#2 Cradle Of Filth *
#3 Within Temptation *
#4 Obsessive Compulsive
#5 March To Victory
#6 Otep *
#7 Tool
#8 Pantera
#9 Nightwish *
#10 Narcotic Heart Failure

Top 10 Gothic Bands 20o8:
#1 HIM
#2 Lacuna Coil *
#3 Eighth Plague
#4 LORD TOPH
#5 The 69 Eyes
#6 James D. Stark
#7 BLOOD
#8 Wednesday 13
#9 Screams of Cold Winter
#10 Zeritas

Top 10 Industrial Bands 20o8:
#1 The Birthday Massacre
#2 Doomsday Refreshment
#3 Nine Inch Nails
#4 Combichrist
#5 GeckoVenom
#6 WeAreNowAwake
#7 Zombie Girl *
#8 Ayria
#9 Emilie Autumn
#10 Omega Lithium

Newest Bands 20o8:
#1 Kadaver Acht
#2 Lunitari
#3 Pale fingers
#4 The_Dead_Rose
#5 Pale Heather
#6 Lacrimas
#7 Sesnsation White and Black
#8 Small Arms
#9 Bleeding Tears
#10 Dirge For The Slain

If you're into these sorta shits like i do, then you are in the Right place!:D
CHecK 'em out, too!(:
[* Recommended]

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2008-11-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

People that mean alot to me:

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2008-10-16T22:53:00.005+08:00

New Eye MakeUp

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2007-02-23T21:28:00.004+08:00

iN my Past . .

WiLL uU gUyz beLieVe mE iF i sAy Dat eAch n eveRyOne of Us hAve oUr oWn uniQue kinD of GuarDian angeL(s) guarDing Us Dis veRy secOnd...?

i beLieVe dAt dis is tRue.. anD uR GuarDian wouLdn'T bE Like... a LaDy(iF u'Re a gaL) anD iT aLso wouLdn't be.. a mAn(iF u'Re a gUy).... sOme r, sOme Rn't... 98% oF tHem hAve dA exact sAme fAceS LikE uRs.. n dA 2% dOesn't...

in my cAse, my GuarDian angeL iz a gUy.. beLieVe it oR nOt, my mOm toLd me dAt wE dO nOt shAre dA sAme fAces... hE'z sLiGhtLy strOnGeR n taLLer tHan me.. diDnt beLieVe heR at fiRst OfcUz..... dAtz cRazy!... bUt sHe toLd me sOmething n i diD it, dAt mAde me beLieVe iTz tRue..

sHe toLd me dAt, ' iF u wAnna sEe him, gO deEp in ur sLeep n kEep thinKinG oF him... he wiLL appeAr.. bUt tHen dOn't be suRpRiseD.... uU cAn taLk tO him in ur sLeep... thO ur mOuth wouLdn't mOve, u wiLL sEe hiS.. aSk him anythinG uU wAnt.... he wouLdn't Lie '.

yeAp.... i diD it... i diD LikE woOt my mOmmie sAid.. iT wUz aBit scAry n my hAir stOod aLL arOund.... seRiousLy... bUt suRpRisingLy.. i cAnt eVen sEe his fAce cLearLy!.... wheneVer i sEe him, wHat i couLd onLy sEe wUz frOm his nOse downwArDs... mOm wUz riGht, he wUz taLLer.. n muscuLar(biGGer) tHan me....

i wUz 14... n my famiLy wUz.. weLL, kinDa negLectinG me.... aLL wOrk n stUff... sO i feLt LoneLy.. n gueSs wOot?!.... eVery niGht oF thOse fEw mOnths, he cAme to giVe me a veRy tiGht-waRmth huG... i shEd teArs eVery niGht.. n he'S aLwAys theRe fOr me....

..wOw.... nOw to thinK of it, he wUz reaLLy goOd to me...

i wUz kinDa bOyiSh tHen.. at 15-17, he disappeAreD w/o a tRace.... my siS n mOm staRteD compLimEnting abOut me beinG mOre femininE at dAt tYmz... n i wUz stArtinG to miSs him.. bUt at da sAme tym, my siS qUit heR wOrk, my brOther's gOne to do NationaL seRviCe n my mOm stAyeD hOme.... sO i wuZn't aLone anymOre...

dA thinG is.. wHen i wUz hAvinG dA bGr reLatiOnshiPs n stUffs, Out of da bLue.... abOut a mOnth aGo, he cAme baCk... n a coupLe dAys baCk, i dReamt....

sAw eveRythinG so bLurry.. n i wUz stanDing at a pOsitiOn, wAtcHinG fiGurEs waLkinG baCk n fOrth, heRe n theRe.... Lyk im in sOme kinD oF a ciTy dAt i cAn't recaLL... i LoOKeD arOund.. tHen i sAw 1 taLL fiGure apprOacHing.... i jUz stOod theRe... veRy cooL n caLm.. tHen i sAw him!.... at dAt mOment, eveRythinG wUz so cLear... i couLd sEe his fAce.. tHen he cAme n huG me veRy tiGht... Like LiftinG me Up wif fOrce.... a huG dAt i cAn neVer fOrget.. iT wUz so tiGht dAt i couLd hardLy mOve... n i sAw teArs frOm hiS eYes.. at dAt mOment, i frOze.... eVerythinG so stiLL... thOse teArs aS iF teLLinG me hOw mUch he miSseS me n aS thO he cAme frOm sOmewheRe veRy fAr.. tHen he wHispeReD in my eAr wiF hiS caLmn chaRminG vOice....., ' im neVer LettinG u gO.. (aGain)... '.

wHen i heArd thOse wOrds..... iT wUz Like... my feeLinGs weRe incRedibLe...! unbeLievabLy.. ' OhMyGosh! '.... hAve i beEn wAitinG fOr him tO sAy tHat aLL theSe yRs?.. oR aM i jUz afRaiD oF him sAyinG dAt NOW...?? bUt wHen i wOke Up, i totaLLy fOrgOt hOw he LoOkeD Lyk.......

sO i toLd my hOn abOut 'him' n he saiD, ' ......dAt'z scAry.. '

i saiD... ' yeAhh.. scAry..... ' (*siGh*)... my heArt wUz fuLL oF.... weLL, diDnt nOe fuLL of wAt.. bUt it sUre wUz fuLL oF sOmethinG..! n i kEpt thinKinG oF him tiL nOw..... goD! wAt m i sAyinG??!.... he'Z my GuarDian anGeL!... wUt wUz i thinKinG????!.....................

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