iN my Past . .
WiLL uU gUyz beLieVe mE iF i sAy Dat eAch n eveRyOne of Us hAve oUr oWn uniQue kinD of GuarDian angeL(s) guarDing Us Dis veRy secOnd...?
i beLieVe dAt dis is tRue.. anD uR GuarDian wouLdn'T bE Like... a LaDy(iF u'Re a gaL) anD iT aLso wouLdn't be.. a mAn(iF u'Re a gUy).... sOme r, sOme Rn't... 98% oF tHem hAve dA exact sAme fAceS LikE uRs.. n dA 2% dOesn't...
in my cAse, my GuarDian angeL iz a gUy.. beLieVe it oR nOt, my mOm toLd me dAt wE dO nOt shAre dA sAme fAces... hE'z sLiGhtLy strOnGeR n taLLer tHan me.. diDnt beLieVe heR at fiRst OfcUz..... dAtz cRazy!... bUt sHe toLd me sOmething n i diD it, dAt mAde me beLieVe iTz tRue..
sHe toLd me dAt, ' iF u wAnna sEe him, gO deEp in ur sLeep n kEep thinKinG oF him... he wiLL appeAr.. bUt tHen dOn't be suRpRiseD.... uU cAn taLk tO him in ur sLeep... thO ur mOuth wouLdn't mOve, u wiLL sEe hiS.. aSk him anythinG uU wAnt.... he wouLdn't Lie '.
yeAp.... i diD it... i diD LikE woOt my mOmmie sAid.. iT wUz aBit scAry n my hAir stOod aLL arOund.... seRiousLy... bUt suRpRisingLy.. i cAnt eVen sEe his fAce cLearLy!.... wheneVer i sEe him, wHat i couLd onLy sEe wUz frOm his nOse downwArDs... mOm wUz riGht, he wUz taLLer.. n muscuLar(biGGer) tHan me....
i wUz 14... n my famiLy wUz.. weLL, kinDa negLectinG me.... aLL wOrk n stUff... sO i feLt LoneLy.. n gueSs wOot?!.... eVery niGht oF thOse fEw mOnths, he cAme to giVe me a veRy tiGht-waRmth huG... i shEd teArs eVery niGht.. n he'S aLwAys theRe fOr me....
..wOw.... nOw to thinK of it, he wUz reaLLy goOd to me...
i wUz kinDa bOyiSh tHen.. at 15-17, he disappeAreD w/o a tRace.... my siS n mOm staRteD compLimEnting abOut me beinG mOre femininE at dAt tYmz... n i wUz stArtinG to miSs him.. bUt at da sAme tym, my siS qUit heR wOrk, my brOther's gOne to do NationaL seRviCe n my mOm stAyeD hOme.... sO i wuZn't aLone anymOre...
dA thinG is.. wHen i wUz hAvinG dA bGr reLatiOnshiPs n stUffs, Out of da bLue.... abOut a mOnth aGo, he cAme baCk... n a coupLe dAys baCk, i dReamt....
sAw eveRythinG so bLurry.. n i wUz stanDing at a pOsitiOn, wAtcHinG fiGurEs waLkinG baCk n fOrth, heRe n theRe.... Lyk im in sOme kinD oF a ciTy dAt i cAn't recaLL... i LoOKeD arOund.. tHen i sAw 1 taLL fiGure apprOacHing.... i jUz stOod theRe... veRy cooL n caLm.. tHen i sAw him!.... at dAt mOment, eveRythinG wUz so cLear... i couLd sEe his fAce.. tHen he cAme n huG me veRy tiGht... Like LiftinG me Up wif fOrce.... a huG dAt i cAn neVer fOrget.. iT wUz so tiGht dAt i couLd hardLy mOve... n i sAw teArs frOm hiS eYes.. at dAt mOment, i frOze.... eVerythinG so stiLL... thOse teArs aS iF teLLinG me hOw mUch he miSseS me n aS thO he cAme frOm sOmewheRe veRy fAr.. tHen he wHispeReD in my eAr wiF hiS caLmn chaRminG vOice....., ' im neVer LettinG u gO.. (aGain)... '.
wHen i heArd thOse wOrds..... iT wUz Like... my feeLinGs weRe incRedibLe...! unbeLievabLy.. ' OhMyGosh! '.... hAve i beEn wAitinG fOr him tO sAy tHat aLL theSe yRs?.. oR aM i jUz afRaiD oF him sAyinG dAt NOW...?? bUt wHen i wOke Up, i totaLLy fOrgOt hOw he LoOkeD Lyk.......
sO i toLd my hOn abOut 'him' n he saiD, ' ......dAt'z scAry.. '
i saiD... ' yeAhh.. scAry..... ' (*siGh*)... my heArt wUz fuLL oF.... weLL, diDnt nOe fuLL of wAt.. bUt it sUre wUz fuLL oF sOmethinG..! n i kEpt thinKinG oF him tiL nOw..... goD! wAt m i sAyinG??!.... he'Z my GuarDian anGeL!... wUt wUz i thinKinG????!.....................
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